I don't know what I'm diving into

Hanging by a Moment by Lifehouse

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you....

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment here with you

Always hanging by a moment. They say that high school is the best time of your life. Don't try to grow up too fast. If you do, you'll regret it. You'll always look back and wonder if you did something different, would your life be better? Would you be healthier, richer, happier? Would you be more liked, more envied? Would you have a better job?

Life is full of what if's and would you's. The more you obsess about things, the more outlandish the claims and wonderings can become. What if I was born a boy? Would I be happier? Would I be loved? Would I be a serial killer? Would I be killed in a shooting in the bank that I was robbing?

Outlandish. Bizarre. Erratic. Idiosyncratic. Eccentric.

Would I love you? Would you love me? Would that nerd in my math class be my one true love? Would I fall in love with a rapist? Would the person I love now be the same in that other life?

Hanging by a moment. Will this be it? Will it be over? Will it all be okay?

Questions. Questions are all that are sure in this life. "Two things in life are infinite; the universe, and human stupidity. I'm not sure about the former." --Albert Einstein.

As a race humans are stupid. And I say race not as a color. But as a people. As a people, we are dumb. We are so dumb. And yet we fool ourselves in thinking we are intelligent.

I'm hanging by a moment. I'm frozen in time. I don't want to grow up. And yet I can't wait. I can't wait to get out of here.

Humans are so fickle.